sunshine is over there

taken by lomo up: york city center; down: outside of the library,york uni.

My handmade letter to NANA:

想把你喜欢的颜色都给你,选的这张明信片也许能实现部分的愿望.3月底,我曾爬上这座山,在那个木栅栏前拍照微笑.

I would like to present you all the colors you like through your eyes and this postcard may help me to partly make it true. In the end of March,2008, I struggled to climb this mountain, smiling alongside the fench, facing towards what you see from this postcard

听着苏打绿的小情歌,给你写下这几个散落的文字表述着我的平和心情,你那边被雨困住的城市,我这边望着淡蓝色的天空,牛奶白的云朵,喜欢蓝绿色的你怎么能不听sodagreen呢?
The perfect sunshine afternoon is completed with the Little Love Song sung by Sodagreen. I wrote down those murmurs sharing my peaceful mood with you. Your strapped rainy city exchanged whisper words with my sunny weather here in york: the babyblue sky, the milk-white tender clouds. How haven’t you listend to sodagreen yet? such a cyan you ^^ this is the image you create for me.
有着小孩子气的你,在自己的小宇宙里要永远快哦,即使以后也许会失去联络,也许会不得而知的消失和疏远,在你未污染的思绪里,我都对你微笑,因为你说过,我笑起来真的很. 好. 看^^. 所以,不要害怕那个时候的到来,对你说也对我说,不怕不怕…
You have your childish characters and voice(sometimes), you may always be happy in your small world. Even though each of us will share the moment of sad story in life: being lost, departure, disappearance and alienation, I will smile like the picture I show you in your memory. You ever said to me, my smile makes you feel warm inside and the smile is amicable. So, we definitely will not welcome that moment, but please behave like a brave child who do not scare of having an injection^^. This is specifically the words speaking to myself.
专门给你寄去这份很easy的copy,是因为我真的很想让你把它拿在手上,让你坐在你办公室后的花园里,静静地阅读着(而不可以在我给你从网上发去word文档一眼就都看完了 = =).虽然时间的跨度有一年可是文字的记录真的不是很多.
The reason why I send you this easy A4 copy about a lonely wayfaver’s travelog but not word.doc is to persuade you to read those words under a sunshine afternoon with me, quietly and with pleasure.
The duration of the travelog is about one year but the record is not as much as it can be available.
说起话来,写出的字,一开始好像就没完没了了.我心中有的想法和心情太多会不会把自己都给吞噬了呢? 我很担心.虽然在朋友的眼里,我是值得她们/他们依赖和托付的人,可是小小的我,却隐藏了极大的不安全感.如果可以选择,曾告诉你的原则是,在坚强独立,善良温柔之间,我还是会选择后者的.似乎越长大就越明白了这点.但我相信,这种不安全感会在自我价值的实现过程中得以填补.
Hey, that is me, once it begins I cannot stop sharing my thoughts with friends. I am a little bit worried that one day I will be swallowed by all of those moody stuff in a deep deep whirlpool. I may be the one who can be trusted by my friends but the insecurity plants in the field of my heart for a long long time which I will not reveal it to anybody else. I used to tell you, if HIM  points out a cross road which the left is srong and independent and the right is kind-hearted and feminity, I will turn right with my instinct. The maturer I am now, the clearer it is. I am always willing to believe that my insecurity will be cured by the self-achivement I set up for myself.
你看你看,我们还未相见,我就在做好告别和不再见的准备了.
呵呵,我很不乖对不对?
^^ We haven’t prepared for this togetherness but I am ready to say goodbye and show my salute to you now.
I am so lost, am I ?
苏菲/QING

Posted under: english, friends, lomo

June 6th, 2008

12 Comments Add your own

  • 1. H  |  June 6th, 2008 at 5:36 pm

    读你的文字好似一段美好的回忆。
    it is such a beautiful memory to read your words!

  • 2. 苏菲  |  June 8th, 2008 at 3:50 am

    thank you!

  • 3. 夏果  |  June 8th, 2008 at 11:49 am

    端午节快乐!有粽子吃吗?

  • 4. 苏菲  |  June 8th, 2008 at 4:05 pm

    没有,好像要自己做。最近心情起伏不定,还是妈妈提醒自己是端午节了才打电话回家的。我想你,想回家。

  • 5. 夏果  |  June 9th, 2008 at 8:11 am

    看着你的日记,昨天的我心情也很糟!只是我很快就可以让自己重新快乐起来,你 发生什么事情了吗?担心你,也想念你!

  • 6. pad  |  June 9th, 2008 at 7:38 pm

    是不是过于悲伤而无法认清自己?

  • 7. 苏菲  |  June 10th, 2008 at 7:52 am

    to 夏果 : 我正准备着给你写回信呢。

  • 8. 苏菲  |  June 10th, 2008 at 7:54 am

    to pad: 过于悲伤只是暂时,正如夏果所讲,重新快乐起来应该很容易。我正在尝试。工作的时候可以忘记一切,果真如此。

  • 9. yuuco  |  June 12th, 2008 at 8:30 pm

    I like the pic of apple tree. I feel a story from the photo. And autumn leaves, their yellow is great. You’re a magician of lomo. :)

  • 10. yuuco  |  June 12th, 2008 at 8:40 pm

    Are those post cards? Where can I purchase them?

  • 11. 苏菲  |  June 13th, 2008 at 12:20 am

    these lomo photos are posted to release a story, a connection with a friend I like and it is not the postcard I sent to NANA.

    and check it out here you will know what it is.

    yuuco, i am happy that you can read between lines between my eyes and lomo lens. those apples were lonely at the time I shot them in the last winter. i wondered if I could eat them all in order to keep them warm in my little stomach. I was sitting in the library, leaving my thoughts here.

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